So I am completely insomniac-atic tonight. Yea! New and crazy words from the no sleep! Oh hell! I have to get up in 6 hours and start all over again. I could seriously use some kind of relaxation...but nothing that can be done alone comes to mind...
I have been thinking that maybe the problems that pop up (eg the bad memory dreams, the stupid strep throat, the god-damn electrical machine poopiness) are all my fault. What if I am pure of intent, but faulty in practice? Maybe WANTing to be enlightened causes you to miss the point entirely and go completely off track, thereby leading to the craptasticness that keeps happening. OK, I have to stop typing. Seriously.
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Oh the things our minds churn up when we don't sleep! I think there's a fine line between working toward enlightenment and wanting it. I do think that wanting it defeats the purpose because part of achieving enlightenment is letting go of wanting.
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